Changes.

Lawls.
this post gonna be full of pics,
bby said blog so like empty):
so,this one's for you!<3 style="text-align: center;">Guess what flavour?COKE LEHS!
the depressing sky today):
Rolex!Im Richh! :D
Ceiling fan got fixed!(:
me&my hoodie! xD
my personalised neckie!
getting one for bby too(:
belk buckle!
cool right?
snacks :B
too cute for you?
hehes.thats me!
~-~

k,thats all for pics,
granny went to parents meeting
cos i had to accompany bby to her skool
her so-called clique wanted to meet me?
k,aft that,went to the piercing shop.
got myself an ear,dear had her third ear.
^^
no pics,phone spoilt at the moment,
{these pics were from memory card de!}
k,langkawi trip postponed to monday,
granny has to do some admin work le.
tml meeting jies for dinner!
only boy!AISEH!
sleepytime,nites!

Im starting my life anew,
those past failures don't matter to me anymore.
Im living my life just the way I like it!

Melody.

{!}Please read the remainder of this post,thnx!

finally!
SHERMEEN:D : thnx for the tag!

partial happiness.
i feel that ive wasted the past 13 years of my life,
all that happened,were failures and nothing else.
i just wanna thank God,in the midst of my unbelievable results
i was promoted to 3 Express.
thank you Mr Ng&Ms Ong,for convincing the HODs.
thank you very much.

went to bby's place today.
made my move!
NOT THAT MOVE!
liplock lah!
wasnt a surprise for her
blissful^^
went home,
msn,chatted with larry,bby and edlynjiee
i guess thats all?
leaving for langkawi tmw afternoon,
leaving bby behind for a week!NOOO!
& one big announcement.

Guys,take care during the holidays,
all the friendships ive attained are really treasured till this day
all those friends,they really changed me,
let me put up some names:

Lester Koh:
thanks for being there for me
our friendship is timeless.
BFF!
Melvin,Joel,Nicholas,Aashiq,David,Ken,Zac,Shermeen,Annabel,Chloe,Dorothy
JoannaC,FangDi,Liping,Jacqueline:
Friendships are treasured!Will never forget you guys!

Edlyn:
The first to ever befriend a worthless person like me.
Will never ever forget ya!

I guess thats all!
really treasure my friends,
gonna sleep,byee!

New Perspective.

>,<, ^^
damn,still no tags.

didnt go skool today,
slacked at home
went to skool at 1pm
gave mr ng the option form.
came back home,
went to pool with bby,rachel,daniel,wei chiang
(people youve probably never heard of.)
aft that,went to kfc for dinner,
surprised bby with a rose,
to acknowledge our first week together!
aft kfc,sent her back home
we webcammed,fun!
k,nt going skool tml.
need to do smth.
pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!
pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!
pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!
pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!
pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!
ive begged enough,so TAG!
gonna sleep,byes!

Your wish,is my command.<3

innocence.

no tags,sadly.

didnt do much today.
went to bby's house
no parents,very fun
played with her dog,
golden retriever liaos!
cuddled up alot today,
made me think of the past ):
think i shld stop here.....

k,aft that,went to underground arcade@bugis
play jubeat,ddr & gacha,
I WANTED THE BIG FAT FLUFFY ELMO!!
STUPID MACHINE!
aft that,went to mac for lunch (:
go around,see stuff.
her...umm...."mountains"
kinda rub on my arm alot de
almost fainted.
NOT HORNY ORH!
DOESNT MEAN ANYTHING!
k,sent her home on bus,
on the way home,saw ppl fighting.
wah piang,two ahlians,pulling hairs
scratch here,scratch there
then one of them actually pulled the other's shorts down.
QUICKLY LOOKED AWAY!
WHY TODAY?!!
k,lets skip tto the part where i let bby go home
went home,drank lots of ice water
face was FLUSHED!
dinner,blogged,checked maple acc.
gonna sleep,bye!

rebirth.

replies:
edlyn:JIE!hehe,thanks for the tag!

nth to post actually
going out with bby in the evening.
will update.
cyas!love y'all!

{editt}
lets see
went to spageddies @ bedok
ate,then walked around
hand in hand^^
bby felt sleepy,
accompanied her in bus
i came back abt 9pm.
sians,cleaned up my room a bit
then filled out options form.
the choices:
Subject Combination:
1st:C2
2nd:C1
Electives:
1st:History{!}
2nd:Geography
C2 6th Subject
1st:Geography
2nd:Principles of Accounts
3rd:Literature
4th:Additional Mathematics
C2 7th Subject
1st:Computer Studies
2nd:Design&Technology
3rd:Biology
4th:Food & Nutrition
...
as you can see,i hate F&N,A.Mathsand probably Geography
{don't worry,nothing against Mr Ng (: }
ambition:ICA Officer
if you dunno,sheesh.
k, guess ill end my post
with

BBYILY!♥

Smile.

ryan:thnx for the tag! will visit (:

3rd day.
you never fail to make me happy(:
your smile is priceless!
Bbyilyy<33
here i am,holding a mug
filled to the brim with
steaming hot chocolate.
putting the mug down,i start to post(:
okay,didnt do much at home today.
called girl,
she said needed to help her mother do shopping.
nvm(:
spent the whole afternoon
thinking of subjects to choose.
...
chatted with girl & larry
larry insulted a friend of mine
hate him to de max.
srsly,he called her alot of bad stuffs ):
okk,im off to chat with jiejie!
BBYILY!<33
ohoh,and if got any plans for the holidays,
CALL ME TOO!DUN WANNA ROT AT HOME!
GRRRRR!
byes!love y'all to the max!!

~untitled~

sheesh.
more accidents happen to me
this time,books from the shelves fell on my foot.
dictionaries were damn thick.
stupid me;had to slam the cupboard door hard ):
my posts are getting shorter&shorter,
and anyway,im on a so-called "trial" relationship
with my churchmate.
hope last long le (:
nights all!

Down.

EVERYBODY FALLING DOWNDOWNDOWN{&}

seriously,im on the verge of just ripping my heart out.
marks like shyt,just fxcking hope
i pass overall,atleast get into 3Express
wish all good luck(:
sleeping soon;fxcking headache.
do me a favour&TAG MY BLOG MOOOOORE!
thats all ;3
nites all(:

Fear

sheeeesh.
my ceiling fan fell down on me this morning
nothing serious,but it hit my thighs
couldnt walk around for quite some time.
not aware of my results ):
nvmm.
going skool tml.
i guess,nites?
mhmmmm.
arull loves y'all.(:
<33

Embrace

My inspiration.I love Flow.

replies~

JINWEN:linked!thnks for the link! :D

i woke up today,
and fainted 10 mins later.
my head was like spinning.
realised i dodnt recover well
from the vodka i had yesterday,
tried to call haili,
to tell him i couldnt make it
idiotxzc,didnt pick up.
nvm.hees :D
lets see,took panadol
slept until 2pm,
went to my kor's lan shop
go patch maple to v0.82
lvl 30 in a week ^^
aft that,came back home
tired,and anxious abt results tmw.
wish all my mates good luck :)
nites all :D
who doesn't love me?
cause i love all of you!

Spin That Record.

replies:
naomi:heyys!thnx fr the compliment ;D

hellos,havent been updating a while
deepavalli was so HECTIC.

lemme summarise (:
Friday {:
HE was kinda easy
last minute studies
went home
showered
went to kallang mrt,
met zac,melvin&ken
ken became more nerdy,
pic@zac's blog.
met vincent,jinwen,esther,fangdi,fangcheng
go kallang bowl
i pwned melvin&ken (:
went arcade,I WON ZAC IN PARAPARA!HEES~
aftt that,went to the bus stop
there got paedophile
we ran away
pfft.went home
called rachel,talkedd for like,1hr+
prepared for deepavalli too.

Saturday {:
sheesh,woke up at 9.30am
long shower,
recieved calls frm aashiq,larry & shu na
couldnt make it ):
sadded.
mr ng,counsellor,nicholas&fangdi came
they ate&talked.
and........
I COLLECTED A TOTAL AMOUNT OF$495 FOR DEEPAVALLI!
HURRAH!
saving like $400
cos need buy books.
since parents dont fxcking bother?
pfft,slept at 3am.

Today {:
woke up @1030am
went to church@1pm.
one of the girls in the cell group
slept on my shoulder?
dunno romantic or otherwise =/
and i finally became a youth leader!
another responsibility in the ministry of the Lord.
accompanied ppl to their mrt,
since nothing to do.
came home,no guests
slacked at home
Uncle Anton came along
(my relative who makes the best vodka {; )
drinking it now.
Absolut Vodka :)
ok,going to sleep,
going out to shaw tml.
and im suddenly craving
for a hug (:
nites peeps {:

Like A Hurricane,I'll crash into you
In a blink of an eye,you'll be mine.

Happiness :)

replies:
ryan:hahas!thanks fr the tag :D

crashed&burned:im a failure
its okay,im still strong,no worries :)

art confirmed fail!
my drawing was luke,suckish.
just came back from serangoon
buying festive costumes
fangdi,aashiq,nicholas&many othr coming to my hse
this saturday!
finishing up studying for HE tml
aft that,FREEDOM!
going bowling too tml.
i guess thats all :)
kinda happy ;D

You know I love you.

drank two bottles of coke in one go
cause i know what im going to say next will hurt.
if you guys know that im in love with JW
its true.im really in love with her.
you guys may disiao me.
i dont give a damn.
nobody know unless i try
im confident,
and although i may fail,
i wont drop down.
ill still be strong.
thats a promise.
and leave me alone too!

As Sweet As Nectar

carebears falling from everywhere.
took this pic when was out with church peeps (:
~
OMG!
I FOR ONCE
IS SUPER CONFIDENT
THAT ILL PASS SCIENCE!
seriously.
feeling guilty after a msn chat
with a guy this afternoon ):
asking zac,joel & lester help me with smthing
wont tell ya!
me,ken&zac going out tml to complete art
and study lit (:
oh yeah,almost forgot.
i loved today's rain (:
thats all i guess!
have a great week ahead,
and jyjy fr final papers!
I love [Insert lucky girl's name here.]

Loveless?

im out of picco.sadded. ):
i love picco.and a girl too.

♥

replies:

conson:yo!

alvin:heyy!

seriously,im out of picco!

okok.

went to church today.

finaly learnt abt heaven & hell :)

church finishedd.

walked with kors&jies

finally didnt feel left out.

tml science

CHEMISTRY CONFIRM FAILURE.

lets hope that my tutors helped me.

updated profile

look into it&TAGTAGTAG!

asked someone something,

she had another idea.

she is considering,

i hope for the best.

buying picco in the morning.

will share if you ask nicely!

jyjy for science tml

&oh,come my house for deepavalli too

contact me for more info k?

bubbai beloveds!

I'm going to make

every second of our romance

a dream come true.

{♥}

Thank You For The Venom.

Although too early for christmas,really love this song.

tamil yesterday;hectic
paper 1 was easy
paper 2 was not.
but still got confidence.
Aft exam,go back
for the first time in 3 months,
Taman Jurong.
They welcome me back with open arms.
Had a tinge of nostalgia.
Talked,Drank,Nap.
woke up,kor drove me&mona home.
chatted with edlyn jiejie
poured out all my feelings,
she understood me completely.
Today woke up,
jesslyn called in the morning
(she snuck her phone from her mom.Dun tell hor!)
heart-to-heart.
but only lasted awhile.
(:
&after that,tuition.
then painted living room for deepavalli.
tangy orange lehs.
okk ive gotta go now.
Im Out.

Confession:
The affection over you turned into love.

Goodbye,again.

you should know what happened
im just happy it was quick&quiet.
be happy with your next one,eileen.
you blew me a kiss before you left.


maths was kinda easy,
although heard frm othr ppl it was hard?
after that,went to meet eileen,for a final goodbye.
left from there in light tears.
came home,slacked,stoned
cut myself,wanted the pain to just fade away.
edlyn jiejie cheered me up lots ;D
tys jie for those words.
appreciate it ;3
preparing for tamil tml
hope it rains,i want it to be cold.
please make it rain.
guess thats all.
im out.

I ain't coming back to you,baby.
'Cause you said you were in love with him.
This is a final goodbye.
Farewell,my almost lover.

The Sharpest Lives Are The Deadliest To Lead.

In Time For The Show.
hello,just finished tuition (:
anniversary yday was great.
the reason i make a great deal about it
was she loves me for the way i am<3
lawls.bought bby to bedok,
spageddies,hand-in-hand,&made my move (;
greatest night of my life.
kissed her on the lips x)
woohoo.
history kinda phailed D:
frm skool went to girlf house.
finally no parents xD
played around for awhile.
went home&tuition.
revised maths.yeahs!
needa revise formulas fresh tml.
partially completed art.
called girlf;reminded that tml
going somewhere ------ ^^
thats all i guess.
nites peeps (:

A kiss,and I'll finally surrender. ♥

Annibersary

replies:
ry:editted posts.didnt mean to break feelings
kamal:heyy bruddder :D
zac.thanks fr the tag!cme skool tml.

three weeks have passed,since we fell in love,
i hope this goes on till eternity.bby,ily<3
dont wanna talk about skool today
nth happened anyway.
going out to celebrate you-know-what.
wish me lucks;D
elaine jiejie:
if youre reading this,
ill be on my phone 24/7
call me up if anything ok?
i protect my loved ones (:
well cya guys.

p/s:msn will still be on.
Nothing matters anymore.
your here, with me and that's all
i will ever really need. ♥

Aiishiteru

[edited for renyuan's sake.im sorry.]

replies:

david:sup/thnx fr the tag :D/monday.

didnt do much today.
dear needs take care of her mei D:
no friends allowed in her house D;
tuition@2pm-4pm
bought new laptop charger.
stupid renyuan misses J.
always talk abt her.
idiot.
rachaeljie(: taught me japanese typing :D
pm in japanese;guess if you can
i guess thats all?
nites peeps.
好きだよ♥

replies:
shermeen:D :relinked :D

exmas today.
almost fainted at summary.
so damn hard.lawls.
collected cookies frm shermeen :D
dun wanna open.
fr some strange reason,idk why.
aft that went to lester's place.
changed&went parklane
met renyuan for snooker.
first time lehs.
didnt beat him at all D:
went home,
met bby on the way
smooooooooooooooooooooooooooch.
home-d
facebook-ed
blogged.
stare at cookies
gonna sleep
cos tml
shopping wif dear!
&maybe snooker agn :3
nites peeps.

I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.

Boom.

[editted for renyuan's sake.im sorry.]

Pls stop buggin me at the moment,
if youre reading this.
I wont post personal stuff.at this moment.
but i will.
someone needs to know that love is unconditional.
and i will teach that someone what it means
~~

changed skin.
skool~nth to mention
aft skool heart-to-heart w.lester.
really wanted to slap him for what he did
but i could understand.
went home,
changed&went to vivo.
met girl.:D
chio xD
bought candy:D

sent girl by taxi.
hadda meet my kor.
talk about stuff.
returned home.
and blogged :D
watch 2Days1Night on VCR.
going pool tml w/renyuan &maybe dear :D
sliping now
nites peeps

♥Love is beautiful,'cause you're there for me