Haven for the Heartbroken

2009-12-24T03:51:00.000-08:00

I've moved!
Relink please,and thanks(:
Love,Silas♥

Where's the christmas spirit?

2009-12-23T09:51:00.000-08:00

Might be switching to tumblr.
The layouts look nice theree(:
So,be ready to relink!
Merry Christmas Peoples(:
okthanksbye.

The 100th(:

2009-12-22T10:00:00.000-08:00

100th POST BABY!~
Woohoo,gratz myself(:

&
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSLYN
although im late.

A short quiz from a friend(:
Alphabetically arrange your friends(:

A-Annabel
B-Brian Liow
C-Camy
D-David
E-Eileen
F-FangDi
G-Gowshika(spelling right?)
H-Hazel(nt Bendemeer)
I-idk ._."
J-Jesslyn
K-Kavin
L-Lester
M-Melvin
N-Naomi
O-idk ._."
P-Pamela
Q-idk ._."
R-Rebecca
S-Shermeen
T-Tiffany
U-idk ._."
V-Vinh
W-idk ._."
X-XiaoMei
Y-YiTian
Z-Zackery

1. What if I confesses that he/she likes you?
There's nobody there.

2. Will you go out for a couple date with C if he/she asks to?
*cough*friends only(:

3. Is G single?
Yes.

4. Describe A
Electric personality + RAWR.

5. will you date H?
YesYes(:

6. What is L's nickname?
Molester?

7. What do you wish to tell J right now ?
Happy Late Birthday(:

8. What is E good in?
Camwhore-ing.

9. If you were to do one thing to W, what would it be?
Nobody's theree.

10. Have you seen N cry ?
Nope O.O

11. Is B crazy or geeky?
50-50!

12. Will you hold D's hand and walk around?
NEVAHH!

13. What do you think of F?
Short,smart and full of smiles.(:

14. Will you kiss H when there is only both of you in the park?(
-shy look- ......

15. Is S sweet?
Umm,yes?

16. What is Q's hobby?
Nobody's there.

17. Will you date P to a high class restaurant?
Nope.

18. Is Z fitted to be a maid?

LOL,HELL NO.

19. When it started raining, who will you seek for an umbrella ?
Hmm,Tiffany?

20. Where would you go with A on a date ?
As friends?Movies(:

Yay,done.
Boredom nao.
So byee peoples(:

We Move Along.

2009-12-21T09:14:00.000-08:00

(brightblinds)

Slap me please,
I'm not myself these days.
I feel like a mess.
So,when you see me on the streets,
just give me a fresh slap of reality.
And I'll love you if you do.
(:

181209~
Avatar,with Kors&Jies ;D
Was nice(blue humans ftw ._.")
Bought ear studs.

191209~
Happy 13th Birthday Avril Cuzzie,
Missing you like a b!tch,
hope you come back to SG,kays?

Webcammed her,talked,wished,goodbye(:

201209~
Rotted at home.
Ahh,Elaine came to my house.
Heart-to-heart.
Dinner at Mac(:

211209~
it was supposed to be a special day.
urghh,need to get this sadness of my chest.
xmas shopping!(:
Budget:$500!
Deepavalli Money(;
A list of items.
Prices will be ughh,censored(:

Levi Straus Jeans
Polo Tees-Baleno
Some Italian Cologne
Skateboard(DAMIAN,YOU'LL LOVE ME)
Cosmetic Sets~Jies Gone Crazy ._. ?
finally,wrapping paper,gift boxes,wishing cards and
Choco fudge cake fer me(:
Ahh,tis the day when everything comes right.
Hmm,someone's introducing someone to me ;)
Tiffany eh?I have hopes.
Till the next post,adieu my friends!
(Tag PLEASE!)

DownDownDownDownDown.

2009-12-17T23:04:00.000-08:00

replies:

Melvin:Mine's a collector's special edition.Its hardcover(:

a quick post before i pei my kors/jies for their results(:
all the best,babes and bitches;D
well,cyas.
(i might put up a tutorial for the Mixpod player,so WATCH OUT.)

Angels and Demons

2009-12-17T04:47:00.000-08:00

thanks uncle damian for the book(:
love it ;D

well,i just got my Angels and Demons book today morning
courier from NY ;D
early christmas gift :B
will be reading it soon D:
-its heavy.-

nth much to update,bored actually.
completed the maths paper1 (:
will continue with paper 2 and the socialstudies essay tmw.
well,dinner and then time to read(:
tags please,tyvm.
byee peoples.

The bells are ringing!

2009-12-15T08:03:00.000-08:00

i made this myself.
talented,aren't i?

Okay then,posting heree.
i finally finished printing my maths homework,
imma get a start on tmw.
Nextt week,in a rush
ill point out the dates(:

18th~Out to watch Avatar with gans,
19th~Cousin's bday in NY;promised webcam-ing :b
21st~planned 2nd month\christmas shopping,feels too late ._.
24th~Sleepovarhh at Joweh's place.i expect chio people. p.p
27th~Back-To-School Shopping re-openning so soon?!

well,thats it ;B
if you really wana contact,
its 83656185.
Spammers/nonsense,begone(:
baii people,luvya.

I Can't be perfect.

2009-12-12T09:20:00.000-08:00

Xmas Icons(:

I left you,maybe I'm sorry.Maybe I'm not.
Only God Knows.Farewell.
._.
_____________________________________________

nt much to update,
Went to watch Storm Warrior II
on thurday
with Ken,Zac,Ace,Alvin,Ken,Conson and 1 more person.
It was nice(:
-thank God for eng subtitles :B-

Friday,rotted at home till Jie called me out
yay,went shopping for Shutter Shades,
Toa Payoh didnt have,
trying our luck next week at Bugis.
Bought polo tees,Black& White.

Todayy,

Went to watch this @ church,super fun(:
didnt get called up to stage D:
nvms,
&& i wont sleep alone tonight.
cause....

TEDDEH! :B
thanks cherlyn meimei,i'll never sleep alone nao.
changed skin too.

well,i guess thats all
till the next post;adieu.
(ill be replying tags in quotes)

Shermeen:you're welcome(:

In The End.

2009-12-07T03:04:00.000-08:00

replies;
Edlyn:hahas(:MAPLE.

bought schoolbooks.
changed blogskin
had a haircut
rb-ed 85 times.
grandma's coming home tmw.
currently coding Time Temple
probably will start to read the literature book.
off to KL next week(:
now,arull is gonna parteh at St. James.
so,he bids farewell,for the moment.

Byes all :D

Christmas Is Near.

2009-12-02T04:58:00.000-08:00

Christmas Teasers :D

Hellos;
Like the icons? :D

Kays,nth to do nao.
Grandma's still in the hospital;sadly.
Im stuck at home,playing NMS.
Baby's finally free,so can go out more :D
oh yeah,here's my char.

Pro eh?
WOLF MOUNTS FTW :D
and another pic;racism D;
I find it funny though.

click on it if you cant see :D
LOL.
kays,ima go slp now.
nites peoples. :D
Xmas icons soon! :D

p/s:Shermeen,here's the link to your b'day bannner/hope you like it o.o"
http://i719.photobucket.com/albums/ww191/xWhatever/TWLJacobBNN.jpg

Permanent Departure.

2009-11-28T21:49:00.000-08:00

no tags.
not sad;cos
I FINALLY GOT MY PSPx2 Photo Editor!
Finally can create icons.
Ill post samples here,hope you enjoy em.
Random batch anyway;idk what to icon-ize D;
Credit me if used! :D
P.S/NO HOTLINKING TYVM (:

{balloons;the sky;Domo-Kun}

{sneakers,Fall out Boy,Lady Gaga}

{Nick Jonas,Pete Wentz,See no evil}

{Vintage Camera,Bella and Edward,Wheesung}

i know the sizing is weird;fixing that a.s.a.p
requests are taken FOR THE MOMENT;
although im quite busy alrdy D;
kays,making more batches!LOVEYA'LL!
buaiiis :D

{editt}
editted some icons to be 100x100 px.(icon size :B)
deleted ducky;hated it =/
replaced w/converse sneakies. :D
visited granny is TTS,
omg,she couldnt swallow anymore,
they used a tube through the nose
to feed her >,<
painful aye.

I'm just getting prepared for a departure.
A permanent departure.

25 Minutes.

2009-11-28T05:22:00.000-08:00

replies;
JINWEN:hahas,i know :B
Shermeen:thanks fr the tag,tagged @ yr blog :)

Nth to update :D
Been playing NooBMSv62 for the past few days,
boredd.
Kays,back to playing.Keep on tagging pliz :B

Oh yeah,i found a song that i kinda love;
Thank You For The Venom~My Chemical Romance

If you don't like it,its okay;
ill live with it :D
kays,back to MS,byees!

Not much a poet,but a criminal
and you never had a chance.♥

Missed.

2009-11-24T09:05:00.000-08:00

replies;
ace:sup :D
alvin:nvms lah;next time orh!

~Saturday~
okay,nth to elaborate :3
baby and i had a short and sweet celebration at swensens @vivo.
i bought her a knee-length polka dotted dress :3
she bought me.........3 PICCO!
:D,although small gift de.pfft.
spaghetti for both,
ice cream:Gold Rush and the one with lots of nuts ;D
aftt that,walk around
see stuff;sent her home
Love:D

~Sunday~
overslept;didnt go Church.
rotted at home;
grandma said she's buying a new phone
so she may give me her E71!:D
okayy,thats all for that day.

~Monday~
went out with kors&jies
east coast beach :D
got wet,sea water in my eyes D;
showered off,
then ate at food court :3
returned home
then......walao
comp spoilt D:
so called the repairman to come tmw
(thank goodness for warranty)
-baby's busy/shall not disturb :0-

~Tuesday~
Stoopid alarm,pfft.
repairman came;walao
from Vista go XP
=,= IHY REPAIRMAN!
atleast work de :/
but before i could enjoy
i hadda leave; visiting relatives
go there,slack until we left.
den headed to kor's house,
play audi;finger crack;grrr.
came back at nine
heard great-grandma gt admitted into CGH
she fell down TWICE
hope she gets better :)

~Wednesday~
ITS 1AM IN THE MORNING NOW :D
gdnites,loveya(:

babyy,1 mnth has passed,
ive tried my best to make you happy,
i just hope our love will last a lil longer,k?
LOVEJOOOOO!:B

Testaments.

2009-11-18T10:46:00.000-08:00

replies;
Edlyn:thnx for the tag!(: loveya!

its 2.49 a.m in the morning.
there;s 5 mins to go before i have my maple v62 downloaded.
im bored.
AND THERE'S 2 MORE DAYS TO MY FIRST MONTH!OMG.
and ive not even thought of what and where im gonna bring her.
im so dead.sheesh
a month passed in a blur.God only knows what i shld do.
probably shopping tml,alone.
she's busy;with smth.^^
going tampines/orchard with kor.
stoopid rachel busy getting her hair done;missing you.ALOT
and go find smth,
a dress?finally, an idea.
ive gotta buy a shirt;the long-sleeved types.
k,off to sleep.
P.s/im done downloading v62 :B
P.s/i need photoshop/PSP Px2
P.s/LOBEYOUGUYSWHAHAHHAHAAMEOW.

2009-11-14T11:43:00.000-08:00

no tags );

sians,my sleeping patterns are random
id like,sleep at 5am,wake up at 2pm.
or sleep at 9pm and wake up at 3am
gah.
need to synchronise.
k,changed skin;
collected specs,pics at a later time.
rotted at home.sheesh
k,feel like sleeping.
you know why?
ITS 4A.M IN THE MORNING!
k,nites(:

Why do i still feel,
that I'm in love with you,
even after all this.

Candy Supply.

2009-11-12T06:54:00.000-08:00

Love this song!(:

sheesh,no tags.
hate it,grrr ):

anyways,you shouldve noticed
ive put a banner on the blog.
I MADE IT ORH!
HARD WORK EHS!
modified blog like hell
icons/banners too.
support ctd!(:
didnt do much today
went to specs shop
pre ordered
white nerdy specs w/degree
due on saturday.
also going pool with wenjie,alvin,ace and othrs.
k,sleepytime
byes!(:

TORADORA!

2009-11-10T03:59:00.000-08:00

replies:
ken:thnx for the tag!(:

I can't believe i cried;so fxcking romantic can?
Love TORADORA!
dunno what to update.
came back from Pizza with bby,
oooh.
i forgot today was the day of the streaming results.
going back to school tml.
& just finished downloading anime episodes
Toradora!,SNS1&2,K-ON!
(:
im not sure what's going on with me
these few days.
i feel regretful of letting go of the past
cause it made me what i am today
and now,the tears are trying to get out of my eyes
but im holding them back,for no reason
this pain in my chest,ive been trying
to get rid of it,but to no success.
you told me,that you would
stand by my side forever
but it seems that it'll end.
so lets make the rest of it
worthwhile ok?
ily!
i guess thats all!
byes peepos!

Cherished.

2009-11-06T07:20:00.000-08:00

THAT INCLUDES ME TOO!

nth to post actually.
tmw need accompany grandma
go CC for deepavalli celebration thingy
i need to help around le
eileen also coming!
^^
heard that perak trip was over.
hope you guys had fun.(:
k,need sleep.
ive got alot to do tml
so nites!
Love y'all (:

Everywhere I go
Everyone i meet
Every time I try to fall in love
They all want to know why I'm so broken?
Why am I so cold?
Why I'm so hard inside?
Why am I scared?
What am I afraid of?
I don't even know
This story's never had an end
I've been waiting
I've been searching
I've been hoping
I've been dreaming you would come back
But I know the ending of this story...
You're never coming back.

Sudden.

2009-11-05T07:52:00.000-08:00

GOTTA-WATCH THIS-MOVEHH!

Too Early.

2009-11-04T07:01:00.000-08:00

awwwh!
my trip got shortened to 5 days!
will return to singapore tmw morning.
sadded.but at least ill see bby(:
ill be busy these few days;cos
granny allowed me & bby to travel overseas a bit,
like malacca or KL?
her mother agreed!xD
so now kinda choosing where to go lah.
can't break the trust of granny!
k,needa pack my stuffs
nites all!

looking at you just makes me
warm on the inside.
i knew he was treating you badly
so i stood up for you,
and took your hand.
and now,we've made
each other's lives better.
you made me start anew.
and i made a vow,
to share your sorrows and joys,
so that you'll not be alone.
ILY!

Friendships.

2009-11-01T19:40:00.000-08:00

{editted!}
SHERMEEN:thanks for the tag!(:

leaving at 4pm for the ferry,
i just need to say somethings.
i read the dedications on other people's blogs,
kinda stirred me up.
so i'll just follow suit and make my dedications k?

Lester Koh:Hey! we've been good friends since sec 1,
although in those times,
our friendship was short-lived.
The peak of our friendship was in sec 2.
throughout our friendship,ive learnt lots of things(:
when i felt down,you'd cheer me up.
we'd be laughing all the time,talking about girls.hees!
& cursing sameer too!
you'd call me names,i'll chase you.
shared dirty little secrets! :D
you'd always look serious,
but you'd be laughing like hell a few moments later!
hahas.those were good times.
& i hope our friendship will withstand the test of time
Best friends forever!

Aashiq:Although you'd not be reading this,just wanna say
although our friendship had its ups and downs.
you've been a good friend to me,
understanding and patient (:
always checking on me
bullying me,but always runs away in fear!
hahas.treasured!

Annabel:Hey there,thanks for being a good friend
understanding & open minded.
friendly too(:
treasured!

Shermeen:So-called advisor,
always asking her for advice.
"sharing is caring"?hahas.
an understanding and caring person.
treasured!

Jesslyn:Hey there!we've been friends since sec 1.
although i wanted to be more than friends,
i guess it didnt work out.
no worries though,im ok.
be happy always,
and never forget,
that there are friends around you.
take cares!(:

Melvin,Joel,Ken,Nicholas,Bryan,Jason,Conson,Hai Li,Eko,Zac,Camy,Joanna,Dorothy,
Fang Di,Chloe,Ain,Li Ping,Xiao Mei:
Friends that have touched me in one way or another,
friendships are truly and dearly treasured(:
Love Ya Guys!

Finally,2E2:
United we stand,divided we fall,
best class i've ever been in(:
although sometimes irritating and restless,
(and horny?)
we'll still be the best.
treasured!~

I guess thats all,
gotta leave.so byes.
and don't forget to tag!(:
byees!

An Honest Mistake.

2009-11-01T00:10:00.000-07:00

replies:
JINWEN:hellos!(:

was watching a horror movie
on vasantham yesterday?
damn scary liaos.
k,moving on.
ive just finished packing stuff for the langkawi trip.
&later in the evening,
going dinner with bby& jies
@Ramen Santouka,bby's fave! :D
went to church this morning
sat beside bby& dozed off.
she kept waking me up to pay attention D:
ruined my sleep.
nvm luh,short service.
aftt that went to TRL
found books.
sent bby off.sadly
not being able to see her for a week ):
awwh.
k,going off for a shower,
probably update later.
miss me kays?
byes!

Changes.

2009-10-30T06:51:00.000-07:00

Lawls.
this post gonna be full of pics,
bby said blog so like empty):
so,this one's for you!<3 style="text-align: center;">Guess what flavour?COKE LEHS!
the depressing sky today):
Rolex!Im Richh! :D
Ceiling fan got fixed!(:
me&my hoodie! xD
my personalised neckie!
getting one for bby too(:
belk buckle!
cool right?
snacks :B
too cute for you?
hehes.thats me!
~-~

k,thats all for pics,
granny went to parents meeting
cos i had to accompany bby to her skool
her so-called clique wanted to meet me?
k,aft that,went to the piercing shop.
got myself an ear,dear had her third ear.
^^
no pics,phone spoilt at the moment,
{these pics were from memory card de!}
k,langkawi trip postponed to monday,
granny has to do some admin work le.
tml meeting jies for dinner!
only boy!AISEH!
sleepytime,nites!

Im starting my life anew,
those past failures don't matter to me anymore.
Im living my life just the way I like it!

Melody.

2009-10-29T07:23:00.000-07:00

{!}Please read the remainder of this post,thnx!

finally!
SHERMEEN:D : thnx for the tag!

partial happiness.
i feel that ive wasted the past 13 years of my life,
all that happened,were failures and nothing else.
i just wanna thank God,in the midst of my unbelievable results
i was promoted to 3 Express.
thank you Mr Ng&Ms Ong,for convincing the HODs.
thank you very much.

went to bby's place today.
made my move!
NOT THAT MOVE!
liplock lah!
wasnt a surprise for her
blissful^^
went home,
msn,chatted with larry,bby and edlynjiee
i guess thats all?
leaving for langkawi tmw afternoon,
leaving bby behind for a week!NOOO!
& one big announcement.

Guys,take care during the holidays,
all the friendships ive attained are really treasured till this day
all those friends,they really changed me,
let me put up some names:

Lester Koh:
thanks for being there for me
our friendship is timeless.
BFF!
Melvin,Joel,Nicholas,Aashiq,David,Ken,Zac,Shermeen,Annabel,Chloe,Dorothy
JoannaC,FangDi,Liping,Jacqueline:
Friendships are treasured!Will never forget you guys!

Edlyn:
The first to ever befriend a worthless person like me.
Will never ever forget ya!

I guess thats all!
really treasure my friends,
gonna sleep,byee!

New Perspective.

2009-10-28T07:48:00.000-07:00

>,<, ^^
damn,still no tags.

didnt go skool today,
slacked at home
went to skool at 1pm
gave mr ng the option form.
came back home,
went to pool with bby,rachel,daniel,wei chiang
(people youve probably never heard of.)
aft that,went to kfc for dinner,
surprised bby with a rose,
to acknowledge our first week together!
aft kfc,sent her back home
we webcammed,fun!
k,nt going skool tml.
need to do smth.
pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!
pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!
pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!
pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!
pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!pls tag!
ive begged enough,so TAG!
gonna sleep,byes!

Your wish,is my command.<3

innocence.

2009-10-27T07:04:00.000-07:00

no tags,sadly.

didnt do much today.
went to bby's house
no parents,very fun
played with her dog,
golden retriever liaos!
cuddled up alot today,
made me think of the past ):
think i shld stop here.....

k,aft that,went to underground arcade@bugis
play jubeat,ddr & gacha,
I WANTED THE BIG FAT FLUFFY ELMO!!
STUPID MACHINE!
aft that,went to mac for lunch (:
go around,see stuff.
her...umm...."mountains"
kinda rub on my arm alot de
almost fainted.
NOT HORNY ORH!
DOESNT MEAN ANYTHING!
k,sent her home on bus,
on the way home,saw ppl fighting.
wah piang,two ahlians,pulling hairs
scratch here,scratch there
then one of them actually pulled the other's shorts down.
QUICKLY LOOKED AWAY!
WHY TODAY?!!
k,lets skip tto the part where i let bby go home
went home,drank lots of ice water
face was FLUSHED!
dinner,blogged,checked maple acc.
gonna sleep,bye!

rebirth.

2009-10-26T02:03:00.000-07:00

replies:
edlyn:JIE!hehe,thanks for the tag!

nth to post actually
going out with bby in the evening.
will update.
cyas!love y'all!

{editt}
lets see
went to spageddies @ bedok
ate,then walked around
hand in hand^^
bby felt sleepy,
accompanied her in bus
i came back abt 9pm.
sians,cleaned up my room a bit
then filled out options form.
the choices:
Subject Combination:
1st:C2
2nd:C1
Electives:
1st:History{!}
2nd:Geography
C2 6th Subject
1st:Geography
2nd:Principles of Accounts
3rd:Literature
4th:Additional Mathematics
C2 7th Subject
1st:Computer Studies
2nd:Design&Technology
3rd:Biology
4th:Food & Nutrition
...
as you can see,i hate F&N,A.Mathsand probably Geography
{don't worry,nothing against Mr Ng (: }
ambition:ICA Officer
if you dunno,sheesh.
k, guess ill end my post
with

BBYILY!♥

Smile.

2009-10-24T06:13:00.000-07:00

ryan:thnx for the tag! will visit (:

3rd day.
you never fail to make me happy(:
your smile is priceless!
Bbyilyy<33
here i am,holding a mug
filled to the brim with
steaming hot chocolate.
putting the mug down,i start to post(:
okay,didnt do much at home today.
called girl,
she said needed to help her mother do shopping.
nvm(:
spent the whole afternoon
thinking of subjects to choose.
...
chatted with girl & larry
larry insulted a friend of mine
hate him to de max.
srsly,he called her alot of bad stuffs ):
okk,im off to chat with jiejie!
BBYILY!<33
ohoh,and if got any plans for the holidays,
CALL ME TOO!DUN WANNA ROT AT HOME!
GRRRRR!
byes!love y'all to the max!!

~untitled~

2009-10-22T07:46:00.000-07:00

sheesh.
more accidents happen to me
this time,books from the shelves fell on my foot.
dictionaries were damn thick.
stupid me;had to slam the cupboard door hard ):
my posts are getting shorter&shorter,
and anyway,im on a so-called "trial" relationship
with my churchmate.
hope last long le (:
nights all!

Down.

2009-10-21T05:38:00.000-07:00

EVERYBODY FALLING DOWNDOWNDOWN{&}

seriously,im on the verge of just ripping my heart out.
marks like shyt,just fxcking hope
i pass overall,atleast get into 3Express
wish all good luck(:
sleeping soon;fxcking headache.
do me a favour&TAG MY BLOG MOOOOORE!
thats all ;3
nites all(:

Fear

2009-10-20T06:52:00.000-07:00

sheeeesh.
my ceiling fan fell down on me this morning
nothing serious,but it hit my thighs
couldnt walk around for quite some time.
not aware of my results ):
nvmm.
going skool tml.
i guess,nites?
mhmmmm.
arull loves y'all.(:
<33

Embrace

2009-10-19T07:19:00.000-07:00

My inspiration.I love Flow.

replies~

JINWEN:linked!thnks for the link! :D

i woke up today,
and fainted 10 mins later.
my head was like spinning.
realised i dodnt recover well
from the vodka i had yesterday,
tried to call haili,
to tell him i couldnt make it
idiotxzc,didnt pick up.
nvm.hees :D
lets see,took panadol
slept until 2pm,
went to my kor's lan shop
go patch maple to v0.82
lvl 30 in a week ^^
aft that,came back home
tired,and anxious abt results tmw.
wish all my mates good luck :)
nites all :D
who doesn't love me?
cause i love all of you!

Spin That Record.

2009-10-18T05:49:00.000-07:00

replies:
naomi:heyys!thnx fr the compliment ;D

hellos,havent been updating a while
deepavalli was so HECTIC.

lemme summarise (:
Friday {:
HE was kinda easy
last minute studies
went home
showered
went to kallang mrt,
met zac,melvin&ken
ken became more nerdy,
pic@zac's blog.
met vincent,jinwen,esther,fangdi,fangcheng
go kallang bowl
i pwned melvin&ken (:
went arcade,I WON ZAC IN PARAPARA!HEES~
aftt that,went to the bus stop
there got paedophile
we ran away
pfft.went home
called rachel,talkedd for like,1hr+
prepared for deepavalli too.

Saturday {:
sheesh,woke up at 9.30am
long shower,
recieved calls frm aashiq,larry & shu na
couldnt make it ):
sadded.
mr ng,counsellor,nicholas&fangdi came
they ate&talked.
and........
I COLLECTED A TOTAL AMOUNT OF$495 FOR DEEPAVALLI!
HURRAH!
saving like $400
cos need buy books.
since parents dont fxcking bother?
pfft,slept at 3am.

Today {:
woke up @1030am
went to church@1pm.
one of the girls in the cell group
slept on my shoulder?
dunno romantic or otherwise =/
and i finally became a youth leader!
another responsibility in the ministry of the Lord.
accompanied ppl to their mrt,
since nothing to do.
came home,no guests
slacked at home
Uncle Anton came along
(my relative who makes the best vodka {; )
drinking it now.
Absolut Vodka :)
ok,going to sleep,
going out to shaw tml.
and im suddenly craving
for a hug (:
nites peeps {:

Like A Hurricane,I'll crash into you
In a blink of an eye,you'll be mine.

Happiness :)

2009-10-15T03:17:00.000-07:00

replies:
ryan:hahas!thanks fr the tag :D

crashed&burned:im a failure
its okay,im still strong,no worries :)

art confirmed fail!
my drawing was luke,suckish.
just came back from serangoon
buying festive costumes
fangdi,aashiq,nicholas&many othr coming to my hse
this saturday!
finishing up studying for HE tml
aft that,FREEDOM!
going bowling too tml.
i guess thats all :)
kinda happy ;D

You know I love you.

2009-10-13T06:54:00.000-07:00

drank two bottles of coke in one go
cause i know what im going to say next will hurt.
if you guys know that im in love with JW
its true.im really in love with her.
you guys may disiao me.
i dont give a damn.
nobody know unless i try
im confident,
and although i may fail,
i wont drop down.
ill still be strong.
thats a promise.
and leave me alone too!

As Sweet As Nectar

2009-10-12T06:23:00.000-07:00

carebears falling from everywhere.
took this pic when was out with church peeps (:
~
OMG!
I FOR ONCE
IS SUPER CONFIDENT
THAT ILL PASS SCIENCE!
seriously.
feeling guilty after a msn chat
with a guy this afternoon ):
asking zac,joel & lester help me with smthing
wont tell ya!
me,ken&zac going out tml to complete art
and study lit (:
oh yeah,almost forgot.
i loved today's rain (:
thats all i guess!
have a great week ahead,
and jyjy fr final papers!
I love [Insert lucky girl's name here.]

Loveless?

2009-10-11T06:56:00.001-07:00

im out of picco.sadded. ):
i love picco.and a girl too.

♥

replies:

conson:yo!

alvin:heyy!

seriously,im out of picco!

okok.

went to church today.

finaly learnt abt heaven & hell :)

church finishedd.

walked with kors&jies

finally didnt feel left out.

tml science

CHEMISTRY CONFIRM FAILURE.

lets hope that my tutors helped me.

updated profile

look into it&TAGTAGTAG!

asked someone something,

she had another idea.

she is considering,

i hope for the best.

buying picco in the morning.

will share if you ask nicely!

jyjy for science tml

&oh,come my house for deepavalli too

contact me for more info k?

bubbai beloveds!

I'm going to make

every second of our romance

a dream come true.

{♥}

Thank You For The Venom.

2009-10-10T01:57:00.000-07:00

Although too early for christmas,really love this song.

tamil yesterday;hectic
paper 1 was easy
paper 2 was not.
but still got confidence.
Aft exam,go back
for the first time in 3 months,
Taman Jurong.
They welcome me back with open arms.
Had a tinge of nostalgia.
Talked,Drank,Nap.
woke up,kor drove me&mona home.
chatted with edlyn jiejie
poured out all my feelings,
she understood me completely.
Today woke up,
jesslyn called in the morning
(she snuck her phone from her mom.Dun tell hor!)
heart-to-heart.
but only lasted awhile.
(:
&after that,tuition.
then painted living room for deepavalli.
tangy orange lehs.
okk ive gotta go now.
Im Out.

Confession:
The affection over you turned into love.

Goodbye,again.

2009-10-08T05:35:00.000-07:00

you should know what happened
im just happy it was quick&quiet.
be happy with your next one,eileen.
you blew me a kiss before you left.

maths was kinda easy,
although heard frm othr ppl it was hard?
after that,went to meet eileen,for a final goodbye.
left from there in light tears.
came home,slacked,stoned
cut myself,wanted the pain to just fade away.
edlyn jiejie cheered me up lots ;D
tys jie for those words.
appreciate it ;3
preparing for tamil tml
hope it rains,i want it to be cold.
please make it rain.
guess thats all.
im out.

I ain't coming back to you,baby.
'Cause you said you were in love with him.
This is a final goodbye.
Farewell,my almost lover.

The Sharpest Lives Are The Deadliest To Lead.

2009-10-07T06:29:00.000-07:00

In Time For The Show.
hello,just finished tuition (:
anniversary yday was great.
the reason i make a great deal about it
was she loves me for the way i am<3
lawls.bought bby to bedok,
spageddies,hand-in-hand,&made my move (;
greatest night of my life.
kissed her on the lips x)
woohoo.
history kinda phailed D:
frm skool went to girlf house.
finally no parents xD
played around for awhile.
went home&tuition.
revised maths.yeahs!
needa revise formulas fresh tml.
partially completed art.
called girlf;reminded that tml
going somewhere ------ ^^
thats all i guess.
nites peeps (:

A kiss,and I'll finally surrender. ♥

Annibersary

2009-10-06T01:37:00.000-07:00

replies:
ry:editted posts.didnt mean to break feelings
kamal:heyy bruddder :D
zac.thanks fr the tag!cme skool tml.

three weeks have passed,since we fell in love,
i hope this goes on till eternity.bby,ily<3
dont wanna talk about skool today
nth happened anyway.
going out to celebrate you-know-what.
wish me lucks;D
elaine jiejie:
if youre reading this,
ill be on my phone 24/7
call me up if anything ok?
i protect my loved ones (:
well cya guys.

p/s:msn will still be on.
Nothing matters anymore.
your here, with me and that's all
i will ever really need. ♥

Aiishiteru

2009-10-03T05:10:00.000-07:00

[edited for renyuan's sake.im sorry.]

replies:

david:sup/thnx fr the tag :D/monday.

didnt do much today.
dear needs take care of her mei D:
no friends allowed in her house D;
tuition@2pm-4pm
bought new laptop charger.
stupid renyuan misses J.
always talk abt her.
idiot.
rachaeljie(: taught me japanese typing :D
pm in japanese;guess if you can
i guess thats all?
nites peeps.
好きだよ♥

2009-10-02T04:51:00.000-07:00

replies:
shermeen:D :relinked :D

exmas today.
almost fainted at summary.
so damn hard.lawls.
collected cookies frm shermeen :D
dun wanna open.
fr some strange reason,idk why.
aft that went to lester's place.
changed&went parklane
met renyuan for snooker.
first time lehs.
didnt beat him at all D:
went home,
met bby on the way
smooooooooooooooooooooooooooch.
home-d
facebook-ed
blogged.
stare at cookies
gonna sleep
cos tml
shopping wif dear!
&maybe snooker agn :3
nites peeps.

I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.

Boom.

2009-10-01T05:35:00.000-07:00

[editted for renyuan's sake.im sorry.]

Pls stop buggin me at the moment,
if youre reading this.
I wont post personal stuff.at this moment.
but i will.
someone needs to know that love is unconditional.
and i will teach that someone what it means
~~

changed skin.
skool~nth to mention
aft skool heart-to-heart w.lester.
really wanted to slap him for what he did
but i could understand.
went home,
changed&went to vivo.
met girl.:D
chio xD
bought candy:D

sent girl by taxi.
hadda meet my kor.
talk about stuff.
returned home.
and blogged :D
watch 2Days1Night on VCR.
going pool tml w/renyuan &maybe dear :D
sliping now
nites peeps

♥Love is beautiful,'cause you're there for me

NowYouSeeItNowYouDon't

2009-09-30T04:57:00.000-07:00

changed skinnnn.
skool as usual.
pe had badminton
history went thru Japanese occupation&merger
aft skool didnt meet girl.
she had cca.
slacked at ps,went home at 4
fck.THERE WAS A TREMOR AT MY BUILDING.
gave me a goddamn splitting headache==
skool tml
my headache's really hurting me.
owwww,

Nothinq Else I Can Say

2009-09-29T03:13:00.000-07:00

replies:
ry:we both are:D

chatting wif renyuan now.
he's lovesick/
poor guy.cheered him up a lil
and gave him advice.
.~.~.~.~.

lets see,
skool as usual,art sucked.
maths paper@iSpace
recess found counsellor
&found out i gotta talk
to some principals with aaron regarding
GEMS D:
gotta prepare a little speech
eng-did nothing,chem had bonding test.Phailed
assembly:performance
tuition3-5pm
v-call dear then gonna sleep alrdy,
tired.as usual.
nites peeps.thanks for making my day:)
love you guys.

You just had to rub it in my face,bitch.

GoodLife :3<3

2009-09-28T04:12:00.000-07:00

1박2일@KBS World,Starhub Chnl 173 1700-1825.The best show ever.
From left to right:Jiwon,Sugeun,Kim C,Hodong,SeungGi&MC Mong :D

started watching 2Days&1Night on KBS World about a month ago.
nice lehhh! :D
went skool as usual.
aashiq banged me into a wall.
arm still in pain
idc.
went home.
reported to my officer@station.
aftt that went to potong pasir
visit girlf XD
her stoopid sister there
took her by the hand.
&went to ION :D
bought shirts and a tie.
sent her home,with a kiss
lost my damn frickin USB cable
friday,going LAN w/zac&maybe david.
gonna finish art.
aftt that gonna sleep alrdy D:
tired.
nites peeps:D
arull loves y'all :D<33

FlyByMe

2009-09-26T20:09:00.000-07:00

replies~
shermeen:shhhhh!!not so loud pliz
ken:thnx for the tag :D
ace:sup xD

came back from outing. :D
went to iluma w/girl.
very early cos we wanted
to buy some stuff before church.
unfortunately,most shops were closed.
drag myself to church.
then went to tampinies,
lunched@ mac.
then bused back home.
msn-ing girl now.
probably update post later.
cyas peeps :D

edit/
reply:
alvin:stooooopid!flood my cbox.nvm.thnx fr tag :D
gonna point-form now.

went to bugis,bought berms&new minibag :D
facebook commented on larry's whining
it turned into a war unfortunately
ended with a statement;he backed off.
drank coke :B
watched the cosplay thingy on CNA(kawaiiiiiiiiiiii xD)
updated blog&twitter

okk thats all.
gonna pack my bag fr tml.
someone call me&wake me up@0615?plix?
i guess thats all.
nites peeps<33

The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love someone else.

Luff.

2009-09-25T02:07:00.000-07:00

hellos.
hvnt been postinq cos laptops's crapped up again.
will try posting as much as i can.
heh,im guai.
whole week go skool :D
one week eh......
which means,

happy one week to me&dearrie.

woaini<3

back to business.
added twitter to the 'tagboard' tab.
follow me!mwahahhahs
i guess thats all.
looking for study group.
prefer afternoons&evenings.
hook me up,willya?
bye peeps :D

Sometimes the heart sees what is invisible to the eye.

<3EileenJie

2009-09-20T07:11:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY EILEENJIIIE!!!!!!
WISH YOU A BERRY HAPPY BDAY!
DIDI ALWAYS HERE FOR YA!
LUFFCHA!

yup.its her birthday todaeeeee!
me so happy!
couldnt sleep last night bcos of her :3
morning about 530am
sms her.
nvr reply until 8 ==
nvm.
wahhhhh.i went to her doorstep @ 9am.
so cute in pyjamas xDDD
denn she got ready,
went to shop&save to buy stuff for party.
felt like husband&wife lehhhh x3
party@4
ALOT ppl came to PasirRis chalet
like 40+ppl,so crammed
mona,eric,edlyn,rachael,weixiang all there
[theyre from TamanJurong.]
blow candles@7
present:personalised necklace.
she hugg me leh!
XD
aft that alot ppl hadda go home.
left me,eileen,edlyn,eric,leena etc.
went to spageddies@bedok aft that.
had a formal dinner.
ppl thot i&eileen couple==
they left us alone.
just sent her home by taxi.
loveya jie.
happybirthday.
thats all.
updated wishlist.
gimme more!
cyas peeps.

我爱你

2009-09-19T06:25:00.000-07:00

first of all.
SUPER LATE BDAY WISHES TO ANNABEL :D
hope you like my pwesent :3
changed skin.
fell in love.
im not gonna say anything.
try digging it outta me if you can. :)
the song thats playing now,
is a dedication to her . :)
feel kinda happy lately.
yays. :D
shermeen's collar due monday.
hopefully gramma comes back tml.
so i can get the collar.
i guess thats all.

cyas peeps

when i made that confession,
you looked into my eyes,
and said"me too."

2009-09-14T21:44:00.000-07:00

replies:
annabel:hahas :D. thnx for the tag!
shermeen:np :D

wahhhhhhhhh
im gonna go back skool tml!
TML!
&just in time for annabel's bdae(me thinks)
nth else to talk abt i see D:
taggs please.
ooh& to shermeen:
the collar will be given on friday or monday
dun let hopes down! :D
cyas peeps!

2009-09-10T03:12:00.000-07:00

replies:
Ken:thnx for the tagg!(:

that's far east movement!
Electro FTW!

Sunday
k,went to JB with kors&jies
amazed grandma allowed me to go.
need to service their car.
so might as well tag along bah
walk arnd,saw chio ppl
jie slapped me when i was too obsessed. -0-
on the way back,slept on jie's shoulder
so warm ^w^
customs>kfc for dinner>bused home with jie.

Monday
Rotted at home,until bby called me out
went to tampines,bought bby keychain,
arcade for jubeat/parapara
food centre for dinner>homed(:

Today
HECK FORGOT TODAY WAS THE RESULTS DAY!
going school tomorrow to check
thank goodness mr ng will be there tmw!
k,off for pizza with bby,
byes! \m/,

Stay Close, Don't Go.

2009-09-09T00:42:00.000-07:00

hola!
im in Thailand now :3
Holiday mah!
i just went to buy Shermeen's dog collar.
hope she likes :D
the food here is....
erm,no comments?
Hotel room is luxurious!
going back to s'pore today night.
about 8pm s'pore time.
den aft that....
friday go GENTING!
wooohooooooooooo!
wishes?tag me!
cyas peeps :D
Love that girl.♥

AmoreRoyale

2009-09-03T02:07:00.000-07:00

as usual,Gems :3
GAVIN DIDNT COME!!!NOOOO
superbored cos of that =/
helped to mark papers
lunched at KFC
came back,then went to meet lester outside skool
saw lester,shermeen,dorothy,liping,chloe,jason and many more,
wanted to leave L&D with privacy
lester kept bugging me to follow him =/
stalked by enhai&daniel?
walao,kept bugging me&lester....
neverminds.
i just love these two words:Amore&Royale :DD
oooh and finally,
Found that video!finally!

woots!love this video!
The Bravery FTW!yawws!
L& me are now Blood Brothers
we live together
and die together
Blood Brothers for life.
ill do anything for ya,dickhead :3
gonna sleep :3
btw im looking for free/cheap Eridanius mesos.
hook me up,will ya?
thnx alots.
nites peeps :3

2009-08-31T21:55:00.000-07:00

okk.
ive reconciled with myself.
im not gonna let anything let me down.
imma do whatever it takes to excel
idc whether it'll hurt.
im going for it.
.............................................
replies :D
Larry:okk/ maybe =/
Shermeen:thanks for the taq :D
Ken:Thanks for the tag! :3

updatings:
didnt do much as usual.
helped out at FunRun@East Coast
ahhh.
was a beautiful day :D
wanna know why?
i was a checkpoint official,
and ha to hand out ice cream sticks
as proof they had finished the leg of the race.
XD
they had to snatch from my hand,
as a result,
MY HAND GOT TOUCHED BY 50+GIRLS!
X3
not that happy,
cos not many chiobu -_-"
lawls.
hmmmm.boredd.
gotta tution at 5pm.
so i guess thats all for now!
cyas peeps :3

The sky was beautiful,
and so were you.{♥}

Silence

2009-08-24T04:06:00.000-07:00

Why am i like this?

Why can't i be like other people?
Why do i give up so easily?
Why aren't i strong?
Why is it,when i try to do something,
it always fails?
Why is it,when i pray to God,
nothing seems to happen.
Why is it,when i try to accomplish something,
i always end up mking it more complicated?
Why is it,when opportunities are opened for me,
i just mess up?
Why is it,when i try to stand up for myself,
i get humiliated in the end?
Why is it,when i just try to forget something,
i make a big deal out of it?
It all seems to me,
im the cause of all these problems.
i know suicide isnt a solution.
But my life doesnt make a single difference to anyone.
I could just slit,bleed,cry and die.
but as i think of it,i just cant do it.
I dont know why.
All these questions only make sense to me.
i no longer deserve to live.
For all the atrocities ive done in my life,
i could just put a bullet through my head.
But i just cant seem to do it.
Suicidal tendencies just cant help me.
I just cant be perfect.
id rather die,than being alive.
so many problems caused by me.
the imperfect,atrocious,arrogant,petrifying ME.
i wanna be a better person in life.
But i just cant seem to change.
What does my life mean to anyone?
Why cant i just be a studious and serious person?
Someone who concerns about their studies?
I cant judge myself,
let alone judge someone else.
I just cant let my life go.
An unknown reason tells me
my life's important.
To who?
I wanna let it all go.
But i just cant do it.
Suicide's stuck in my head,
but living takes over.
People say they care about me,
but all i see,
are a bunch of people that just wanna be with someone else
Why
is
my
life
so
difficult.

I
see
suicide
as
an
option.

But
i
just
cant
see
myself
dead.

And
i
cant
bear
to
leave
my
loved
ones.

its so cold.

2009-08-23T05:48:00.000-07:00

wahh.
today morning woke up to shivering
aircon+heavy rain=homemade snow city :D
was so coooold
didnt go to church today =/
sorry God.
anyway,accompanied my cousin go shopping at PS.
walao.
i now understand why girls like to buy so many stuff D:
i bought a hoodie =D
bcos it was cold?duhh!
ate at Jack's Place -3-
delicioso!
then went to slack around there.
returned home about 5pm?
told me grammaw didnt wanna haircut yet. .}
but itll be soon.
hopefully mrZuhri doesnt see!
God,please dont let mrZuhri see me plox!
watched videos on Tube
i rofl-ed at this.Poor guy =/

mehs.now preparing stuff for school tml.
Remind me to collect ransom from Larry.
ohh i forgot.
Ren yuan,if youre reading this,
stop buggin me in msn k?
i hate geylang people!-not zack!-
understood?
okk.
nites peeps :D

Finale.

2009-08-22T09:39:00.000-07:00

hey peeps.
have not been blogging this past few days.
dunno what to post actually. =/
for those who can't see,
ive changed skin .}
edited the frontpage quote.
and edited the navigations.
im using a navi-skin for the first time XD
and the player's hidden.
nope.its not all black.
if you find it,youre one smart cookie :D
Lester has been silent for a few days
so no conversations made at the moment
sadded ):
add me on msn please?
please?please?please?
updates now.
[Friday]
Didnt goto skool.
stayed at home.
0630pm changed & cabbed to cell group.
Learnt about trust & doubt against God.
shared experiences.
the one that really moved me
was my fellow cell group mate Matthew
he lost his sister,whom he really loved when he was 13.
he questioned God and found himself to be hopeless
but his guidance pastor advised him
to move on,and thats what he did.
Hallelujah!
[Saturday]
woke up around 10am
bathed&changed and train-ed to Vivo
watched UP with eileenJie and EricKor
aint funny though.
Eileen touched my hand!
words couldnt explain the happiness i felt XD
aft that walked around until 6pm?
Kor sent me home wif jie,
he hadda run some errands.
in cab,talk with jie soooo long.
drop her off at punggol,
i went back to eunos.
KOR OWE ME $7 ORH!
hmmph.
its 1.06a.m now.
just finished watching FF7:Advent Children.
so bored.really wish i could have a qf
then ill spend every second thinkin of her
:)
imma drag myself to bed.
nites peeps.

Everyone's changing,but I don't feel the same

mwahaha.i laughed at you.

2009-08-20T05:38:00.000-07:00

hmmmph.
lets see.
skool-ed.
overslept & woke up at 0630 ==
ahjie gogo gossip like heck.
HE th teacher damnn angry
cos we were released from moriniq assembly late?
she called Sameer idiot.HAHAHAS!
th whole class LoL-ed.
good riddance.
got back common test results
11.5/??[forqot]
i pwned lester!mwhahahhahas!
recess talked to counsellor about some stuff.
MT went through common test.
i scored higher than aashiq and sameer!
[in your face!]
Physics was a bore as usual
History,conson got caught sleeping,
and Nicholas was kinda caught for spraying deo?
i know its not him.
whoever it is,imma slit your throat.
jkjk.but please own up.
hmmm.
no luck in love.
.............................
meh.
imma sleep now.
nite peeps :)

TimeLapse[♫]

2009-08-19T07:51:00.000-07:00

replies~
Larry:not regarding sameer. family problems =/
DuckS:thnx for the tag :D/BRING HALO!
lester:thnx for th tag :)/kept your promise,i see :D

updated finally.
added hit counter&Friendship scroller.
tagg if i miss your name out!
Facebook is at 32?
lawls.so low for me--
tdy class alot people called me black?
did not feel offended AT ALL!
i was in a very good moood.
although idk why?
one more thing.
if people ask you to go to this website: killerjo.com,
DO NOT GO!
SERIOUSLY.
lemme warn you first
there'll be a scary face
and the sounds will be like screams
im sueing larry
that bastard gave me the link
it burst the speakers
cos the screams were like
LOUD!
gonna make him PAY!
warned ya.
nites peeps.
Love you guys
Life feels great :)

[♫]Rhapsody

2009-08-18T03:04:00.000-07:00

back to blogging :D
overslept tdy ==
woke up at 0820
then rushed to GEMS at about 0925
lucky not punished :P
hmm.
i saw Lester,nicholas,dorothy,lipinq,annabel,aashiq,surendar and the bangla that i hate alot
(if you dunno,jump off the KL twin towers c:)
GEMS:went to re-install the Xbox and TV in the Cabin
idiots.whoever didnt help me.
i had to install all the wires with the help of aaron :)
then went foodcourt to lunch :D

coke count:
Aaron:2,Me:2,Ryan:1,Chien Rong:1,Ms Vivian:1.
Lol?
then dismissed at 0100
went to see ms.ong(counsellor)
i really liked this quote

really made my day.
went home with HaiLi&Lester.
[Warning]The following picture may result in tou ROFL-ing.
Please DO NOT tell HaiLi.:D

reminded me of the weird guy in Army Daze
xD
wellwell,
looks like results are released,although i do not know mine,==
hopefully i get goooooood results:D
Leave a tag please:D
if you do,i LoveYou! :D
cyas peeps.

Tonight ill fall ,and i can't get up.
I need your loving hands to pick me up.
And every night,i miss you.
I can just look up,
and know the stars are holding you tonight.

[♥]

[♥]Haven for the Heartbroken.

2009-08-17T01:01:00.000-07:00

never follow my steps
'cause i bang into walls.
never look me in the eyes,
'cause ill tend to kiss you.

omqq.
today had a sudden appointment
with the stoooopid lawyer.
he HAD to make it today morning.
pissed-off ==
nvm.
I SO BLOODY WANTED TO MAKE SAMEER FALL AT MY FEET!
EFFING LAWYER!
thats better :)
please add me on facebook please?
and anyone know my results?
tell me on msn :)
thankyou.
gonna propose to someone soon :)
anyways.
tml needa go GEMS :)
hopefully go somewhere out.
i wanna dance in a tuxedoh sooo much!
saw my brother-in-law dancing with cousin.
SOOOOOOOOO ROMANTIC!

Tempo:Feel The Beat

2009-08-16T06:00:00.000-07:00

replies:~
ain:Linked :D
Larry:yupyup.agreed. :)

hmmph.
cousin gave me his super-old Xbox.(not 360)==
should i thank him?
nvm.
and i only got one game.
smth called Hitman 2: Silent Assassin?
kinda fun,but the boredness kills me pretty fast.
finally,after like,2 months
i got to go out with mom & sis :D
we went to C.C
to watch HP6(Half Blood Prince)
mwahahahs.
kinda bored me a little.
aftt that went Tampines,
bought myself some Bands.
I want the spiked one!Rawr!
anyways,if any of you have any Xbox games to spare,
please don't hesitate to leave a tag.
(repeat-the boredness kills me.)
almost finishing all my Stepmania songs
80% of em have AAA rank :)
hopefully results turn good tml.
wish all you guys good luck for results :)

p.s:
stop buggin me peeps,
Naomi ISNT my girlf.
she's a GOOOD friend :D

Tempo:Feel The Beat

BiqBanq

2009-08-14T05:25:00.000-07:00

replies:~
Shermeen:thankchu for th tag & concern ^^
naomi:Linked!takecares :)
joanna:thnx for link Banana! :D cook laksa properly liao!

finally common tests are over :D
Litt today.
kinda did it superfast :)
aftt skool did some stuff.
lemme explain.
[1]In school.
(1)Reported to MrGoh,MsOng,MrNg.
MrGoh for histiry test papers
MsOng for vocab wrksheets.
MrNg to complain abt Sameer.
see,this is what i found on Sameer's table.

these are equations for chemistry.
now,this is what happened when sameer tried to hide his mistake.

looks like i caught him.
credits go to nicholas for taking pics,
annabel for advice,
& joel and lester for backup :)
thanks guys. =D
okk.
it may look like im trying to sabo Sameer always.
Wrong!
cmon,people studied hard for the test.
a cheat thinks he can just get away
but no.
God always watches everything from above.
and im always justified about such things.
so to me,i did the right thing :)
aftt telling MrNg,i followed him go see mrZuhri.
talktalktalk then he decided to call his parents on monday.
hopefully full fail in common test(all marks 0 XD)
or suspension.
becos got evidence mah.
anyone happy?
cos i am! :D
[2]Family Court ):
lets see,i went there to fight for my rights
cos dumbass stepdad wouldnt lemme see mom and sis.
kinda got over-emotional cos i shouted at him:

What sin did my mother do to marry a bastard like you?
you claim to be a man of God,yet you do not behave like one.
i am ashamed to call you my father.
Talking about respect?
Like father like son?
you did not show any respect to my poor grandmother,
yet you are against my fucking unrespectful comments against you.

(at this point,the Justice demanded order,and i DID say the vulgarities out loud.Grandma showed tears of emotions,while my mom watched the translator who translated
what i said into sign language.She's hearing and speaking impaired since birth.)

in the end,all went well.
that man couldnt enter the house on weekends between 11a.m and 8p.m
i got the time to see my parents. :)
now,im going into the second goal in my life:Permanent Seperation.

wish me luck.
still lookinq for gf :D
please leave a tag :)
k nites all.

Playlist:
Colours-Flow
My Love-Justin Timberlake ft T.I x3

WoAiCupcakes! ^^
it'll just be me & you :)

Orange/Citrus Mixes.♥

2009-08-13T06:58:00.000-07:00

]well.
looks like the rumor mill's starting to grind.
for those who know,
yup.
i was in love with her.

truly/purely/whole-heartedly[♥][♥]

well,it was true.
until i spoke to someone.
kinda messed up a little bit.
and kinda feeling down as well.
but no worries.
im not gonna re-attempt.
seems like there are no chances.
awwws. ):
nevermind.
im not gonna be defeated by just one fall
ill get a loved one :)
so if youre reading this,
i may be yours!
mwahahahahahas :D
(females prefered :D)
lets talk about 13082009
nth much.
HE no laksa.
instead do some writing stuff & common test
teacher said "catch any balls?"
all th boys ROFL-ed :D
recess didnt do much.
ate with Lester,joel and jason.
got into a fight with Sameer(you son of a B*&%$)
this is what happened:
I called someone 'bangla' for fun.[not sameer.]
he then came up to me angrily and started to bash me up?
[well,took panadol.No pain XD]
until Zuhri came :D
finall got punished.
i think he got 2 weeks DC or smth liddat.
tys Mr Zuhri! :D
Tamil,th relief teacher talktalktalk until bell ring.
Physics do theory ;history did my test.
Common test did not do well in Chem ==
imma fail in chem for sure.
nt sure abt overall.
thats all readers.

have a happy post-exam weekend after tml!~

I tried to eat an orange today.
But it was still sour
and i cried
And because it's unlike me to leave anything behind,
i ate it all.
It tasted so sour,i cried.
I cried,because i loved it [♥]

Harder.Faster.Better.Stronger

2009-08-12T06:37:00.000-07:00

i so love this pic :)

Replies:
ahjie:Bo despo lah :P. feeling only x3
Ken:thanks for relink.appreciate it :3
shermeen:thanks for relink.aprreciate it ^^
ACE:thanks for viewing,me homie :P

LESTER!
dont announce liddat leh.
kena paiseh liaos
==
but im HAPPY!
........................................

todae morning go skool :)
went as per normal.
until......
ms onqs lesson.
she found us restless?
Excuse me?
it was right after recess.
cmon,have some common sense
and get a boyfriend too :)
harharhars!
Lester really LOL-ed in msn just now when i told him that.
tml going skool again.
whats the worst that could happen?
(unless laksa turns rotten?)
jokes-
waiting for the right moment to ask her.
cmon
make it soon.
too troubled to be alone.
need someone :)
gonna sleep.
needa revise at skool tml.
nites peeps :D

ohno-es

2009-08-11T06:19:00.000-07:00

Replies:
Ken:thnx for concern :).im still strong, so no worried :D
Lester:hope she doesnt freak out :P

guys.
this may seem REALLY weird.
but....

if you can't read..
its:
Thank you for your referral for the above mention child.Due to child having
suicidal tendencies,attempts,violent or self-harm behaviors,kindly refer the child to.....

this letter medically states me as DEPRESSED. ):
am i depressed?
idks.
and im supposed to go Woodbridge?!
grrr. nvms
any plans for Sept hols?
call me toos.
i was advised to spend time with friends
and not alone.
Be my friend,for the sake of my life :)
...................
today went to school at 1345 pm
needa take Common Test :)
had trouble waking up ==
kinda easy.
tml going skool in the morning.
will MAYBE bring my laptop along.
hopefully its charged :)
wel i saw her today.
stared at her for quite sometime.
i felt my fody becoming warm :)
i think its love XD
hahahas.
Lester,tell anyone who wants to know.
i dont mind.
dont wanna hold it in anymore :)
anw.
IM NOT DEPRESSED!
gonna have an early night tonight.
ciaos peeps.
still lovinq her from a distance.~♥

i don't know where i STAND with you
and i don't know what i MEAN to you.
all i know is,everytime i THINK of you,
all i wanna do is BE with you.
Be mine forever.
and ill be yours till eternity.[♥]

first post in new bloq!

2009-08-10T04:02:00.001-07:00

hellos all!
i mooved to a new locaion.
yup.
http://losinqmyself.blogspot.com/ is the site!
pls relink.
advanced thanks!
still lookinq for gf. :)
anyone!

~silas/arull

National day :D

2009-08-09T06:38:00.000-07:00

My3-month old yo-yo! :D

lester:thanks for 6x tags. .3

hellos all.
hmmm.
im single .3
GET ME A.S.A.P!
jokes-
but im seriously single now.
hmm.
didnt do anything tdae.
im Video callinq ahjie now.

see?hmm.
some blogs say theyve trouble uploading pics.
idk why lehs.
dont bother.
anw this is my week-old bag!
look :D

nice?
idks.
anw.
Lester,do you think its time,
i go tell her?
TAG!
mwahahahas.
jokes-
so bored!
will be tagging at other peeps' blogs now.
watch out peoples!
LF>GF
Im Lovinq :D

The Lord is my light and my salvation —
whom shall I fear?
The Lord is the stronghold of my life —
of whom shall I be afraid?
When evil men advance against me
to devour my flesh,
when my enemies and my foes attack me,
they will stumble and fall.
Though an army besiege me,
my heart will not fear;
though war break out against me,
even then will I be confident.

Psalms 2:1-3

Do not fear Him.
His blessings shall drive your enemies away.
Amen.

Surfing and came across:
Superman's son.
Singaporean.

LOL?
nites all.
Loving her from afar.

2009-08-08T00:25:00.000-07:00

replies p.p
lester~thanks for the x2 tag :)

dun wanna title this post
dunno what to title.
ydae on msn had fun
ahjie/yt talkk to me&make fun and stuff.
althouqh asked some questions.
didnt really take it seriously.
lester kept rofl-ing me off
asked him some stuff toos.
please,and i mean PLEASE
lester, keep our conversations personal.
thankyouhs.
lets see:
Granny bday on 3rd Auq
HAPPY uhm...... 64th! bdae :)
thankyou for taking care of me these 10 years.
(eff-s at parents =.=)
cousin bday on 17th
dunno what to buy for herr lehs.
19 year old what to buy?
hmm.
wedding groom?lawls .3
please talk to me on msn
anyonee :/
ooh one more thing
updated playlist
now features:

Tokio Hotel /Through The Monsoon
Dance Floor Anthem[I Don't Wanna Be In Love]/Good Charlotte
1 2 3 4/Plain White Ts[Ultimate Fave!!].3

well thats all for now.
happy advanced bday to sinqapore.
and....
isnt class boring without me?
-jokes-
ciaos!

I typed your number
into my calculator
and when i turned it upside down,
it spelled a nasty word.
It looks like we're through.
Goodbye.

Stepmania!Exclaimations

2009-08-05T04:33:00.000-07:00

Replies~
Ken:thnx fr th tag!
Lea:anything for chuu sweetie .3
Lynn:tys dearrie .P
Ken:thnx for the concern =/

............
yo!
postinq in once again on this beautiful
Wednesday niqht
........
do i sound cheerful?
wow.
well im playing Stepmania
to pass time.
kinda cool
besides playing Audi.
pishh.
Stepmania
Thoughts at the moment:
Someone deserves better.......
Lester,you'll know what and who im talkin about
so keep your mouth SHUT!
pretty please?
still bored.
someone talk to me in msn please?
kinda quiet there =/
oh!
Happy belated to Joweh/Aiko!
forgot!
damnn im so dead.
she was my bestie from pri skool
........
oh yeah!
since today's technology is advanced
i've been using this mobile bible
on my phone.
Download >>>>here<<<<

tag please!thankyous.

nite peeps.

i say i love you,but.
do you know what that really means?
bby,i need you.
missing you as well.
don't say goodbye just yet...
i was in love with you.
but somethings happen for a reason
and now,
you deserve better.

thFinale.

2009-08-01T08:39:00.000-07:00

FINALLY!!!!!
new bloqskin :D
sooo happy:P
urgh.
short happiness.
got a new baq
has a dice print.
kinda cool :P
eve didnt quite like i ;/
she said i need more colour in my life.
......
nbm about that.
dayumm
family problems revent me from going to skool
at this time.
cuz my stepdad's harrasing my guadian
for no good reason.
even tried to bring men
to threaten her.
i only can hope and pray for all this to end.
if any of you guys spread rumors abt me
pontenq skool or smethinq
cmon.seriously.
what does spreasing rumors abt someone do good for you?
......
anyways.
slowly regaining my faith in God.
lost it during harder times.
reading the bible now.
and gotta sleep too.
nites all.
Ti Amo-s to all who love mee :3
-jokes-

booohooo D:~

2009-07-23T05:59:00.000-07:00

mehh.
bored now.
no replies~

didnt goo skool tday.
had a splitting headache.
phew.
it subsided.
anw watched a movie called "Constantine"
kinda tells us the battle between Heaven and Hell ;P
go watch on Stagevu.com if you wanna :p
happy belated to Uncle Sebastian and Lea :D
cyas laters :p

In my shoes,
just to see,
what its like
to be me,
i'll be you
let's trade shoes,
just to see what it'd be like
To feel your pain,
you feel mine,
go inside each other's minds
just to see what'd we find
look at stuff through each other's eyes~
[Beautiful-Eminem]

Trance//Techno//iiDecay :P

2009-07-18T20:59:00.000-07:00

replies~
shermeen:hmmph.maybe/maybe not :P-jokes-
i wont be in skool for a while though.
zac:tytys :P
ryan:didnt download any songs but thnx for link :P/linked :3

~~

dont wanna talk about anything.
im being considered to be in the Home-based study programme :P
so ill study at home :3
mhmm.
anyways im skin-hunting now,
all those skins just dont seem to fitt me :P
urgh...
nbm,
will update soon :P
itz off for me :P
cyas~

weeeh.

2009-07-10T01:22:00.000-07:00

replies~
Ken:tyvm brudder :3
ryan.lolz.thnx fr visiting :3/linked :3
shermeen:sry was messed up with th coding stuff.relinked anyway :D
MoonLightMS:no ads tys.
Camy:othr people bloggs luh :3

~
nothing to say :3
loving you all.
dammit whyy cant i find a blogskin that i LIKE?
urgh.
Evelyn called to say that she would be busy this month.
don't blame her much.
she's gotta please her parents.
3 months going good bby.
hope last longlong.
BUT nuh marriage :3
jokes-
it depends.
are you willing to say I Do?
:3
imma try and update as much as possible ;3
LurRbbe yooh myy bbygurl.

blehxcz~

2009-06-11T06:08:00.000-07:00

well im back in Singapore :D
lets see what ive got.

[+]edlyn's Domo plush
[x]Wenjie's friend Red Carton.[underage so cant-.-"""]
[x]new phone
[+]ipod nano
[+]Fluro pants[shuffle gear]
[+]extra rods and rings.
[+]bubblegum:DD

siahlah.onli for 6 days i enjoyes LA.
visited tattoo palor siah.
i wannt one pl0xxxx D:
uncle got one.
Virgin Mary on arm.
looked soooo good :D
pierced ear once again.
imma get TWO holes.
went skateboarding.
fell on ramp.
BAM!hit muh head
crapppppp:P
and when i came back,
logged on to MSEA
Fcked up
banned for two years.
reason:
xSleeper was autobanned by the system[Reason:high damage at Horntail]
crapp
someone hacked into my acc.
and used it to hack
walao D:
blehhhh~
im finding a new skinnn:D
and currently playing Private Servers
and..............
i found evelyn there! :D
LOL T^T
and i fell in love with......
KIRBY!!!
(>'')>(^''^)<("<)kirby dance!!! lol and i got a 2nd phone now.
SE W595
stepdad bought it.
thinks he can make me live with him
if he showers me with gifts
Thats never gonna happen
LoL boreed now.
got holiday hw info frm Aashiq
ty dude :D
so im doin it rite now.
heck

Dar,one month with you was a dream come true,
i wonder what eternity would be like with you.
will never let you down,never let you go, never gonna give you up.
ill be your guitar hero :D[i pawn you all :P]
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
No matter how hard they try and no matter how loud they cry
They can’t buy their way into heaven
And no matter how high they climb up the ladder
They won’t reach up into heaven.
GC FTW.
God Bless.
p.s i HATE Antichrists,they use God's name in vain D:<

Lullaby Of Tomorrow

2009-06-02T01:59:00.000-07:00

lol
didnt noe what to write as a topic
so anyhow choose....
well
i finally checked my email after 3 months
full of
shitrubbishcraplovenotesalertspamms
i liked 3 emails alot :]
ill share them wif you:]

[1]Awww/So Cute[kinda famous]
sent by:Edlyn/Ken/Melvin

Girl:Whats Wrong?
Boy:I Like her so much.....
Girl:Talk To Her
Boy:I don't know.She won't ever like me
Girl:Don't say that.You're amazing.
Boy:I just want her to know how i feel
Girl:Then tell her......
Boy:She won't like me
Girl:How do you know that?
Boy:I can just tell
Girl:Well just tell her
Boy:What should I say?
Girl:Tell her how much you like her!
Boy:I always tell her that daily....
Girl:What do you mean?
Boy:Im always with her.I love her
Girl:I know how you feel.I have the same problem too.But he'll NEVER like me
Boy:Wait.Who do you like?
Girl:Oh just some guy.....
Boy:Oh.....she won't like me either.
Girl:Well she does
Boy:How do you know?
Girl:Because who wouldn't like you?
Boy:You.
Girl:You're wrong.I love you
Boy:I love you too.
Girl:So are you going to talk to her?
Boy:I just did. :]

that was kinda sweee3t
well onwards!

[2]Simply Romantic.It really Is
Sent by Melvin[thnx Melvin,Really changed my life~]

Daniel:I guess we're the leftovers of the world
Jasmine:I think so.All of my friends have boyfriends except me
Daniel:Yup!I don't know what to do.
Jasmine:I know!We'll play a game!
Daniel:What game?
Jasmine:Ill be your girlfriend for 30 days and you'll be my boyfriend
Daniel:Well thats a good plan;I agree

Day One
They watched their first movie together and were touched by the romantic film

Day Four
They went to the beach and had a picnic.They had quality time together

Day Twelve
Daniel invited Jasmine to a circus and they want into a haunted house.
jasmine was scared and tried to touch Daniel's hand,but by accident she
touched someone else's.They both laughed.

Day Fourteen
They had their fortunes told.The fortune teller said:
"My darlings,please dont waste the time of your lives.Spend your
time together."
Tears flowed down the teller's face

Day Twenty
Jasmine invited Daniel to go to a hill.Jasmine saw a shooting star
and mumbled something

Day TwentyEight
They road on a bus and because of the bumpy road,
Jasmine gave her first kiss to Daniel By accident

Day TwentyNine[11.37 PM]
Daniel and Jasmine were sitting in the park where they decided
to play the game

Daniel:Im tired Jasmine...Do you want any drinks?Ill buy you one just down
the street.

Jasmine:Apple juice would be fine for me.

Daniel:Wait for me......

[10 minutes later]

Stranger:Are you a friend of Daniel?

Jasmine:Yes,why?What happened?

Stranger:A drunk driver ran over him.He's in the hospital at critical stage

[11.57PM]

The doctor comes out of the emergency room and hands Jasmine a letter
which was found in Daniel's pocket.

It read,

"Jasmine,this past few days,i realised that you are a really cute girl and i am falling for

you.Your cherished smile,your everything when we played this game,and before this game

ends,i would like you to be mine forever.

I Love You,Jasmine."

Jasmine crumpled the letter and screamed.

"Daniel!Please don't die! I love you too!Remember at the hill,when we saw

the shooting star?I made a wish that we would be like this forever!

Please don't leave me!"

The clock strikes 12
Daniel's heart stops beating

Always love your loved ones and tell them how you feel before its too late.

You'll never know when they will be gone from your embrace.

If you were given a time to bestow petals of everlasting compassion,

Today is the day.Love them while they're still here.

Evelyn started tearing after reading this.
had to snuggle up with her
-.-
its true
please tell your loved ones you really treasure them

[3]A Story To live By
There was a blind girl,who hated herself for being blind.
She hated everyone,except her loving boyfriend
He was always there for her.
She told him
"If i could only see the world,I will marry you"
One Day,someone donated a pair of eyes to her.
When the bandages came off,she was able to see everything
and her boyfriend.
He asked her
"Now that you can see everything,will you marry me?
The girl looked at her boyfriend and saw
that he was blind.
The thought of looking at him for the rest of her life
led her to refuse to marry him
The boyfriend left in tears,leaving behind a note.
it said

"Take care of your eyes dear,for before they were yours,they were mine"

Evelyn realli broked down in tears
didnt noe what to do
God,take me now~
well,it teaches us one lesson,

Your Love Doesn't Come from The Outside

Its The Inside That Counts

just because someone's ugly doesn't mean he'll treat you unwell
it depends on his love for you
saddening but heartwarming
well guys gtg
having BBQ!
Please advertise and/or link my blog
will appreciate it alot~

~A whole lifetime spent with you

is a beautiful,vivid dream come true~

harlowsback.......

2009-06-01T03:26:00.000-07:00

Damn
my blog was deaddd....
nvm i revive it
lolz
dun wanna discuss th week's events
lazy
and bcos i didnt do anything else
i got 4 day[omfgwtflolroflstfuw/e] mc
so rotted at home :]

Lets see.....
[1]i changed th blogskin,
[2]changed my playlists
[3]changed my phone.....
[4]got a new baby cousin,
[5]and gonna dye my hair :]

[1]Blogskin
well i got tired of the
"i need you.
i miss you.
i love you."
blogskin...
sounded like ermm....
despo -.-"
so searched until i found one
u noe th tv channels that wont have signals?
the fuzzy grey screen?
well i got it :]
animated btw,if u cant see....

[2]Playlist
got tired of just adding one song
everytime i hear one that i like
so i told myself
to decide on one genre
and i rmb all the old songs
i loved soo much
so its kinda like
"the old school"
There's Fall Out Boy
[they rock,F.O.B FTW!]
and Good Charlotte
punk-rock,my 2nd fave =P

[3]New Phone
well i begged my folks to get me a new phone
so they went to starhub
and sacrificed their $200 voucher for the......
[drumroll]
LG KP500!
a.k.a LG Cookie :]
full touchie screen
yay.....
playing with it right now
Lolx

[4]New Baby Cousin
well i got news from my aunt
that i had a new baby cousin
she was born on the 27th of May
its a girl[darn!]
im the onli male grandchild -.-"
i only got to see her today.
here's a pic
Lolx
cute

[5]Dye Hair
well ima dye my hair today
Chestnut Brown =P
ill get a pic a.s.a.p
and then ill get 2 holes in each ear :]
finding for silver thick rings for ears

Well thats all
im leaving for L.A this Saturday Night
Terminal 3 :]
please final tag on what you would want
i have 50+ items from family&fwenz
ill be on MSN during th trip
but ill not be so active
Evelyn,
its onli for a week
u dun be so sad lurhs
me will miss ya lotzzz
ill get couple ring a.s.a.p
1407 engraved on my heart
Evelyn engraved on my mind
Love angraved on my life....

~i was born,to tell you i love you
i was torn,to do what i had to,
so make it right,stay with me tonight~

fire.in.my.eyes

2009-05-22T03:31:00.000-07:00

Didnt post for 4 days
lazylazy

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go ahead

.............................................
Tuesday
today got lit
nth to do
just chatted wif aashiq
PE played soccer
then scored basketball hoop from half court[woohoo!~]
recess drank water
no appetite
MT results bad
reallyreallyreally bad..
CME/PsE own time own target
lols

Wednesday/Thursday
Didnt go skool
got blisters
couldnt walk
god painfful
rested at home
played audi
slept a very long time
blisters healed :]

Today
woke up on th wrong side of the bed
went skool wif slippers
dont wanna wear shoes
had to send Evelyn to skool by taxi
so met her at her house
then take her 2 her skool
then reached Bendemeer
ppl thought i injured
so i was made to be sitted at th back
lolz
~Special Treatment~
HoWenJie
wo hen ni LOTS!!!
fker
shout out in my class
people,
ITS NOT TRUE!
ITS NEVER TRUE!
DUN BELIEVE HIM!
....
thats all
couldnt go tokyo
so change to.........
[drumroll]
LosAngeles!
~City Of Angels~
wan anything taggg<--------- kk buhbyes peeps!

my.greatest.mistake.was.loving.you

2009-05-18T06:16:00.000-07:00

didnt post for 2 days
laptop overheated
sent to shop

Sunday
nth special.....just lazed around
watched Code Geass R2 specials
not released in Singapore
granny asked me for 4D number
told her 5***
quick went to 4D shop before closed
guess what?
we won!
$500k i tink
granny told me
i got 90% of money
whetever i wan to do with it
well $450K.....got lotsa stuff
dun wan be selfish
u wan anything
go tag mi with ur wishlist
dun be too greedy!
okoks
maybe i full sponsor class tee!
hehe

...............................................................

Monday
lazed around watching MTV
nth special
lols
still thinking what to do with th money
hahas
so im going Tokyo!
TOH-KEE-YOH!
wawawah
2 weeks during june holz
go buy bubblegum
and snatch kawaii babes[jkjk lolz]
played maple
damn
natasha isnt my laopo real name
ite EVELYN....
god
nvm will change all soon
kk
got pic =)

............................................................

lose.thyself.to.your.creator

2009-05-16T03:52:00.000-07:00

didnt post for 4 days

due to examinations

and it was an important week....

Wednesday

Literature exam[weakestt subject ever]

the passage couldnt even understand

write answers anyhow

den went home

guess what?i met mona jiejie on the way home!

hugged and tlked

she hates her new skool

felt sorry

dammit wanna do sumthing abt it

didnt go Taman Jurong

lol so tired

planned to finish art tmw morning

............................................................................

Thursday

woke up 3am

drank too much coffee yestdae

dammit no colour pencils

findfindfind still cant get

smsed nicholas and joel if hav extra

both dun have

nvm....i survived with about 7 colour pencils

that i borrowed frm frens

[thank ya dudes]

went to piercing shop aft school

one of the gang'noobs'getting upper lip piercing

i had to pay cos Eric told me to[damn ya kor]

go home studied for DnT

got call from zuhri[private number walao]

told me whether i am coming tmw to skool

i said yess

i dont know why he asked

obviously id come

exam tmw mah!

............................................................................

Friday

the final exam.......dnt.....

did it well i guess

except scamper part

i FORGOT the whole thing dammit

nvm write anyhow

hope i survive

9am go home yay!

went home smoked 4 sticks

fked up couldnt control myself

got scared my parents will find out

so i listerine-d my mouth like 6 times

lucky no smell

den 3pm loggon to maple

i got wedding

current level:173 NightLord

'her'

xBabyDoll:lvl 94 priest

spent 50k acash in total for whole wedding

well were married thats all

heres a pic

yay

got virtual wife...hahas

..........................................................................

Saturday

woke up around 9-10

logged on to com

trained maple

goddamn tired

when i wanted to logoff

xBabyDoll logged in

-____-

well played wif her hide n seek

with tele scrolls haha

den cosplay at ludi house

did [this word has been deleted due to strong language] there haha

made her 'pregnant'

den she logged off aft smooch me

finally logged off

went skinny jean shopping

found green,pink,red and yellow

bought all

total $60

then go but striped shirt

a one that i realli liked

green and black stripes

$20

and finally meshcap

bought tattoo styled one

$15

went home

tried on the stuff

and posted in blog

changed the blogskin

finally it worked

i couldnt upload HTML cos got XML

but found out how to change it

planning to go church tmw.....

thats all fr tdae

oooh i almost forgot

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2009-05-12T04:24:00.000-07:00

Didnt post for like for 3 days
this was what happened

Saturday
went back to see my original father
did not see him for about 5-6 years
changed alot though
talk about academic,social,family life
didnt feel like talking to him
he abandoned my mum for another woman
den went to geylang for pasar malam
followed eileen jiejie gogogo walk around
den returned home for dinner and slept soundly
..................................................................

Sunday
went to church morning service
came back around 12pm
den went to bukit batok for taman jurong
spar:smoke:talk:drink
came home a little drunk
took panadol and went to sleep
woke up about 4am
didnt wanna sleep again
go watch toradora eps 20-25
den come morning....
....................................................................

Monday[Vesak Day Holiday]
stayed at home until afternoon
around 3pm i followed my grandmother
go simling square buy LAPTOP for miself
buy HP somethingsomething dunnowhat model
den 6pm go wif eileen jiejie go buy knife
she wanna spar with another gang girl
who apparently stole her boyf
well i tried my best to console her
even offered myself.......ermm nevermind abt tat
its her choice so i offered to help
den returned home at 8.3opm
eat dinner and final revision
den slept......no dreams lol
.................................................................
Tuesday[Todae}
tdae got maths 2 finished at 9.45am
went home started pimping my laptop
went video surfing on youtube
got videos watch if u wanna
den started postin
*edited post*
mona jiejie told me i wont be seing her for very long time
she go another school farfar away(no,not overseas)
she call up taman jurong all go redhill meet up
she cried on my shoulder
i had been her assistant
she grew affectionate to me
but alas
destiny prevailed
she was Big Sister in th gang,
this may be t last time we would see her
alot of ppl cry
including korkor eric
so sad
came home at 6.30
edited post and revised literature
gonna sleep soon
but thinking of mona jiejie
she had to leave
learnt so much things from her.....

dreamXcatcher

2009-05-08T00:31:00.000-07:00

tdae hv mt paper
man damn hard lyk shyt
den for one question i tot must write something sad
so i wrote my aunt died
den the tamil teacher told us that it was actually to write smething HAPPY
goddammit
walao
confirmed epic phail
lol

Anywae found my old photo album

wif pics of me n cousin

whos in NY now

anyway gtg

welcome to th world

2009-05-05T22:05:00.000-07:00

tday hv maths
1 hr paper onli
finished den go home
studystudystudy
then my uncle came over
gave me PSP cos he was overseas during my bday
playplayplay
then turned on com
played audi
fingers became numb
then posted video
damn funny
thats all... .___.+

check[mate]

2009-05-04T20:49:00.000-07:00

tday hv geog exam
start after temp taking
started at 8.30 am
i finished at 9.30
waitwaitwait until mr ng say
"Alrite class stop writing"
den handed in papers
tmw got maths
hv to buy calculator
old one ran out of batteries

*blog updates*
added tagboard
added frenz list
added led scroller
added wishlist

thats all fr tdae
.....wait lemme rephrase that
.....i dont know what to say
goddammit!

english mid year exam

2009-05-03T23:36:00.000-07:00

*update*

got fkin haircut!so short..man

got caught by police fr smoking at pasir ris

den the officer said my hair too long

go police station kena haircut

wah dammit

tdae hv eng mid yr

finished paper 1 in 1 hr

paper 2 in 1 hr 15 min

so happy can chabot home

haili
youre a fraud.

you bet $10 that mr ng will laugh at my hair

but nvr come so i win the bet

said not fair

nvm he sososo action as if he soo cool

but deep inside u

ure lame

nvm still happy cos

found $50 on the pavement

lol go crazy wif th money

thats all fr tdae

crazy stuff

2009-05-02T19:29:00.000-07:00

well its the second day
i went to chalet yday
cos my sis bday
[i drank chivas regal whiskey fr first time!]
not drunk lehs
den go home
coz no space for me there[LOL]
then while i sleeping
got call frm cousin in US
talktalktalk
she say she cming here in may
den finish talking
lol so tired
still studying for MYE
hope i pass
or else i cant go tokyo during june hols
well thats all fr tdae

first day of blogging...

2009-05-02T00:29:00.000-07:00

yo peeps
i just started blogging
cos nth else to do
hope you all enjoy my blog
thnx